Hey Readers,,
lma da x update. . sjak akhir2 ne saia sedih ja but since today my birthday , sia x leh sedih2. . Tpy saia akn share2 a bit story here. . ada sedikit yg ingin saia luahkan . .
Saia sbnarnya ingin smpaikn luahan hati saia kpd dea,, urnk yg saia sngt syg & suda saia anggp sbgai my soul mate. . dea lr laky2 yg prtama yg m'buat saia t'gila gila dgn dea,, byk2 ex saia , dea lr yg t'baik & yg saia cinta setulus hati,, maybe ne hnya stakat ayat2 ja tpy this truly come from my heart,, my feelings to u is real n it will nvr change,, Yg saia tkut slma ne ialah saia harus k'hlngn dea,, tpy saia rsa mgkin prkara tue tda lma akn b'laku jua. . & sia hrus bersedia mulai dri detik ini,, someone told me before,, jikalau anda benar2 sayang dgn seseorng tda sharusnya anda memiliknya, , ya benar,, tpy saia x rela.. saia x rela utk melepakn dea,, saia blm b'sedia krna perasaan saia t'hdp dea skrg smkin kuat, saia suda t'lanjur m'yayanginya & mencintainya. . I need you nw, i dnt want to say goodbye,, tpy firasat saia katakn yg kw tda lgy m'berikn saia peluang & harapan,, dgn gya kw t'hdp saia skrg maybe bgtue lr. . dea tda m'gucapkn slmt ary ulng taun pda saia,, & ne mmg sngt m'yakitkn.. tpy saia hrus tabah,, saia tpksa utk b'fkrn positif.. Mgkin ne lr petunjuknya,, bhwa saia hrus m'lepasknnya biarpn ia akn m'ningglkn kesan2 yg pedih,, mmg sukar utk saia m'lupkn moment kta,, smuanya t'lalu b'harga bwt saia.. Kata2 orng & janji2 zmn skrg tda lgy blh d'pakai,, kerna biarpn b'tapa manisnya ayat2 mereka sblm ne pda kta tpy pda akhirnya ia cma janji2 kosong shja,, saia tda akn b'fkrn smua ayat dea hnya omong kosong,, he's like my life,, he's the one who cn light up my world when im down.. msti kputusn yg dea bwt adalh bwt k'baikn saia & jua k'baikn hubngn me & dea. . so saia phm,,, i do understand.. but one thing for sure,, i love you forever & i will always remember what u told me,, please dnt ever change,, I really do love you ~ Having u is enough to make me happy & im glad tht ive been given chances to be with you.. im bless.. thank you for everything,, i'll cherish our every moment,, i'll definitely miss you bcuz a guy like u is hard to find & u're one in a million
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