Holidays

Dear bloggers,

               Hey my readers, well it has been a while since i've updated my blog. Misses it so much. There's a lot of things that happen in my life . There's the good and also the bad. But majority it's kinda good just kinda. Hmm. Holidays is about to end and Christmas is drawing near how exciting , I really can't wait for it. When the holidays is over, it is time to hit the book again not eventually hitting the book . lolz :P I would like to confess this holiday was definitely the bored most holiday, it does irritate me a lot. Just staying at home going no where and no jobs to work with. Its like a dungeon/prison in this house. All I do was sleeping, waking up, eat, watch tv, sometime online, eat, watch tv, sleep and repeating my routine everyday . ugh ! How awful it is. But when it comes to school I'll sure to be meeting my friends again, no more boring but I might miss all the stuff that I do at home. So I should really cherish all my time or moments from now on :) Christmas , Christmas, where shall I go ? Maybe I will be staying a home again and doing nothing to enjoy this fine christmas day. Hmmm. It is weird, each day I got a strange feelings and I don't even know why or what it is. It just keep on haunting me like it's about to say something to me or is it all my imagination ? Am I making this all up ? Or am I thinking too much about this ? My mind always came up with negative thoughts, can't even know why. How weird ?? '' I tend to get emotional and sensitive this lately and I really do hate that feelings. Ugh !!! I just need strength now , I need to stay calm and ready to understand my situation . I should accept everything that happens in my life :) Thanks for all , that's what I'm going to say. I just wish I can makes everything better and make things right. I appreciate everything that I have in my life now, I really do . I'm lucky enough now as people say. :) What I know now is that, I really miss everything about him. Where is he now ? What he's doing at this moment ? Do I really cross his mind once ? Hmm. I don't know. I just wanted him to know that I love him for eternity :') He once cross in my mind cause he never once off my mind , he's always there in my heart :') I just wish he know this :) I love you my dear Presly ~ Do keep in mind that I will never cheated on you, No matter how big we fight like we used to, I will never ever leave you I'll always stay with you :) Do remember this and you can surely mark my word for this :') 

#muchlove <3 I love him . MGBU :') For those who have read this I'm going to say thanks cause you're willing to read my wacky stories :) Love you all <3
PeaceNoWar :D






Officially ,

Jenny Jennifer 

Selamat Hari Raya

Heyy bloggerrss :D 

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin for all muslim !! :D hehe. . Raya da oe, cepat ney masa b'lalu :) hee ~ Bsuk p uma kazen, hee. . Nda sbar mw jmpa sma kazen, smua kazen dtng b'raya. . Rmai la ney, sasak brabiz. . Yes, dpt mkn2 :P Dpt lgy men sma kazen n kwn2 :P Men mercun laa. . best :P Nah ada advice ney, siapa2 yg men mercun tue , hati2 tw. . Jan pla ada yg cedera :) Stay save ya temen2 :) hehe. . 
Aduii nah, rindu da bhuaa sma c chentaa saia ney .. Biarpwn bwu jmpa klmarin suda rindu bhuaa. . adeiii. . Dy p raya lgy, bha jn m'urat2 sna tue. . Jga la tue kalo smpai hny tw. . Jga dri bek2 k dear :) Hny cygg dear cngt2, chentaa dear cngt2. . hee. . emmmuahhxx ! :D hee. . Ada yg chentA saia cer sma saia klmarin bha. . Adeii, m'nusuk aty eh, pnyala men skit ney aty. . Tpy ok la skurng kurngnya dy jujur da sma saia :) Tue la yg bwt saia cygg sma dy :) 
Bha kla, rmai pla ney urng b'raya . . Meriah ney taman :P hahaha. .  Peace peace :D

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Today , Today A New DAy ~

Gud Afternoon bloggers/ Mat petangzz Bloggers,

Rjin neh mo update blog hee,, So Wake up late today. When I woke up this morning , i feel kinda dizzy & i dont even knw why =,='' Then as always as soon as i wake up bath, then immediately check my phone. Waiting for my love to text ^_^ <3 Trus saia p cari mamam, bykk jua la saia mkn ne haha :P Lpas tue bwu online check2 . . I was looking for some songs as always i like to search for megan nicole newest song. As I was searching, then  I saw megan nicole's new song n that was starships by Nicki Minaj. But She was featuring with this girl name " Lindsey Stirling " she plays the violin & she's a violinist . She has such a quite talent , I mean she is amazing. U guys should check her out :) 
Here's some of her music , and below here is here links :) Check it out on youtube & enjoy ~

http://youtu.be/ar7brs0qOG8 " Starships- Nicki Minaj (Cover) Lindsey Stirling and Megan nicole "
http://youtu.be/lrF814OnFQ4 " River Flows In You- Lindsey Stirling "
http://youtu.be/aHjpOzsQ9YI " Dubstep Violin- Lindsey Stirling- Crystallize "

Make sure u guys check it out, this are some that i just listen today. It sure touches your soul & heart :) Make me wanna listen to more of her music ^^ Hey readers gonna say I miss ue all :P Keep in touch k ~ I love my dear sooo much ! My capital "P" . He's everything to me cause he's my world. #muchlove

well peace y'all ~ ^.^

Official,
Jenny Jennifer

Today,Today

Nite Bloggersss :)

Been soo long didnt update my blog, how ar u my readers ? Im great btw,. :) Soo much drama happen in my school, the story is kinda complicated. There's of course misunderstanding, fights, betrayer & backstabber. I've been in one of the situation or should I say I've been in all the situation. I manage to help my friends to solve their probs & Im so happy for that. Well PRS must help each others. But what's weird is I cant even solve my own probs, many helps but it's still not enough. But all my probs can be solve cause my dear was there for me, he support me in anythings . He's soo sweet. Thank u my dear. I will always love u & u'll always be in my heart though ur not here by my side.  Hope u're okay there. Take good care of your health my dear :D Now I have no more probs but soon i'll still face one =,='' I better be ready wit the next one . huu~
Skrg ada msala jua ne, msalanya is saia winduu cngt sma chentaa saia. Uda minggu2 nda jwunpa ma dya. huu i missx ue my dear , my manjaaa, my cayanggg, my future husband ^0^ dunt 4get me k, Aits, winduu daa mo tinguk muka dya yg cumil tue, windu sngt ma pelukkn dya. . huuu ~ Dear cptla blikkk ~ I miss ue soo damn much >~< !! I lovee ur sooooo muchh ! Muahhxxx ! hee :P m'garut, ttba ja kc luahkn rinduu saia d blog hehe :) well who cares, blog aq jua kn . Do respect . .


Peace ~ 

Holiday is overrrr :( SadMuch !

Heyyo Blogwalker,



Its been awhile isn't it. What a day, been raining all day long & still haven't stop. Its a very cooled cooled weather and a weather that's good enough to sleep XP. Well holiday is over now. Tomorrow go back to school as usual & its time to hit the book. Owh how I wish the holiday to be longerrrr. Its much better that way. But still need to study though, well now im goin to study wit all my might. No more online or watsoever . Say goodbye to unwanted things & especially to My sweet holidays :'( Book Im coming for u !! Just wait !! I wish I would have a better life at school, been through a lot of prob there. But Im strong enough to handle that. :P Well, if holiday is over then it means my dear is goin back to Likas at k.k .  Hostel, so he's goin to live there. He will be back on next back. Sooo longggg. Miss him already :'( Dear dont ever forget bout me k. I will always love u . I will always pray for u, be good k :) Blajar bgus2 dcna,, jn pla jajal2,, Im goin to be here always waiting for u :) I love u dear, do keep that in mind. :) 

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Evening bloggers ,
Apa khbar ? IT's been soo long I didnt update my blog,, busy this lately,, Buzy la kly :P Teda2 jua sia bwt pa2 ne,, burink cngt2, tiap2 ary msty update status d fb jaa.. adeii~ Holiday ne sngt burink la + pnaz lgi.. Ary ne saia p uma kwn , msak2.. hehe.. best ne !! Msakknnya bulih taan larrr, kampung2.. besarrr pla uma c steward tu,, aiyuuu... Len kly mo p lgi lar... huahua~~ Mo msak2 g .. Tba2 Miss pla ngn skul ne :P Tpy cuti best waa,, dpt saia jmpa ma dear saia yg t'cinta hee,, so missing him waaa.. xda dpt jmpa dy skrg coz skrg dya xda d cne dya jauuhhh d sna ,, dya p kmpung dya d k.m,, huuu windu cngt2 ngan dea ne :'( Need u by my side dear, mo jmpa pwn susa ne,, Saia rindu da ngn plukkn dya, huuu.. Cptla dear blik cne ne.. Jn lma2 d sna eh~ :( Tpy Ok la , sekurng-kurngnya kmi da kolling n texting.. Ada jua kmi b'cntct ne.. & so happy dapt dgar swuara dya.. cumilll hee :P Lurve u sooo much dear, luv dear forever & always.. cygg dya ketat2 ^0^ !! Jn kc tnggl hney ar.. Hneyy nda wa mo khilngan dear ne .. hee.. 1 bulan lbih da saia ma dya.. Ntahla, saia cintaa btul ma ne bdak c presly ne :P hoho~ Nty ary 6 dpt spend ma dya, hehe.. cptla ary 6 ne,, rindu tramat da neee... sepa2 yg dkat2 ma dya tue, cne bha onebyone.. pacah kmu sATU2 !! :p Mcm ja kuat cngt :P hee.. tis all // peace, peace XP

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New Life

Morning blogger,


It's been so long i didn't update ma blog. Been buzy lately with ma study & exam =,='' But now FREEDOM !! Yayy !! Btw I got A New LIFE now ! I do love my new life, evrything changes even me, myself.. Weird~ Well, every people need changes once in for all. Im not juz starting a new life, but also new love life. I've started it all over again. But still, i will definitely cherish my past memory deep inside my heart :) Sometimes, my past memory will haunt me n it's a heartbreak to think of that. No matter how bad it is, I will still think of it as my biggest mistake that i have ever made. I miss that moment .. UGH !! take over by it again !! NO WAY ~ xp  kk GTG, i think tis is for now.. TC :)

Morning Bloggers,,

Tension, Tension, Tension !!!!!!!!!! Exam is near & im still stressing over something that have nothing to do with my STUDY !!!!! Ugh , This is insane !!! What am i suppose to do ?!! Depressing here !! Someone help !!!!! Im Overstressed right now !!!(Yesterday Situation)
But now i do keep in mind that this is what life is about, full of problem & we cant escape from it. We have to face the problem it doesn't matter if its a big one or small one. I've learned that sometime we need to let go & set something free. We cant force them to stay cause it will only hurt you & it will not bring anything in the End. Thank of what we have before & appreciate what we have now. God will always be by your side, look for you & choose what's best for us. So cherish ever moment while you still can, believe me that you deserve so much more. Although you're hurt now but you will have a much better life maybe not tomorrow , or next week nor next month but one day you'll have a much better happiness that's awaits you now. Live your life while you still can , dont repeat the same mistake. We only live once, so live don't waste your life over something that only brings you down. Wake up, stand up & walk to the right path ! Make your parents proud & what's important is make yourself proud. So from now for who have the same situation as mine , do keep in mind that there's still someone or somebody out there that cares for you more than the people now who have hurts you. Everybody deserve to be loved & care. Keep your head up high & START YOUR DAY WITH A BIG SMILE ON YOUR FACE !! Show them that you're not weak !! You're strong enough to faced all kind of prob tht gets in your way ! 


"The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all." "The feeling when I'm with you is the exact reason why I never gave up on you when everyone else said to stop trying."  Now i understand what they're trying to say. That "everyone" is actually care about you & they don't want you to get hurt cause of something that doesnt bring anything in the end. Learned from every mistake & move on. 

Tired

Hello hello bloggers,

Bwu blik dri tuisyen ne,, ahaha.. gilaa penat da utak saia ne,, penuh addmaths wow !! Happy ne dpt jwb smua soalan hoho !! Today my pren bufday, nah tua da dea ahaha.. abiz my water coz siram2 ne hehehe. . I do have A great time at school & time tuisyen la pling the best !! ktawa2 smpai sakit pwut,, mgarut :P nah 2 minggu g nak exam da huuu ~ mo blajar bgus2 ne, lau tda no more online.. & sedia2 la say bye2 to phone & laptop ne.. i Will miss you ~ bha skrg addmaths mesti score !! no more men2 ne!! ready to hit the book now & burn the midnight !! lma2 jdy pandA la ne ahaha !! well nak bgy advice ne , jan blajar last minit grenti nda masuk utak ne ,, so blajar la awal2 jan la pla myesal nty hohoho !! yeah !! time jumaat dpt jln2 p kk wa !! jmpa my cuzzy tht i miss sooo much huahua !! party2 la d uma dy nty :P well dpt jua relax2 time tue,, okk tht's all la, nak study ne.. (nun) peace y'all !!!

Love,
Jenny :P

PART OF ME

Hey my Readers ,


Mcm lma da x update ne. . wa bwu skrg mo update. . so busy2 w/ school. . A lot of unwanted things happen in my life. . huu ~ One of it is my lov life wa. . ary2 psal ne jax. . haizz,, Hmm,, well PART OF ME says to let you go, but my heart nvr lie. . Should I Juz give up ? Should I let go of everything ? Will I ever regret ? I've given out many chances, but wat i got ? I got nothing in the end. . I dont want to force u & I never will. . I'll let u choose. . I rather let you go then watching u suffer. . Although I really care for you. . I promise i'll nvr say goodbye but i cant keep tht promise as well. . What wish do ihv except to stay strong..
People always says trust is the key to a perfect relationship. 'PROMISE' is the main work, coz this word is not juz a word. It means a lot until it can change smeone personality. Dont ever make a promise tht u cant keep. Thanks for giving me chances to loved u :)


Wrote on 28 March on my small D journal :) late updte

Remember

Hey Readers,, 


lma da x update. . sjak akhir2 ne saia sedih ja but since today my birthday , sia x leh sedih2. . Tpy saia akn share2 a bit story here. . ada sedikit yg ingin saia luahkan . . 
Saia sbnarnya ingin smpaikn luahan hati saia kpd dea,, urnk yg saia sngt syg & suda saia anggp sbgai my soul mate. . dea lr laky2 yg prtama yg m'buat saia t'gila gila dgn dea,, byk2 ex saia , dea lr yg t'baik & yg saia cinta setulus hati,, maybe ne hnya stakat ayat2 ja tpy this truly come from my heart,, my feelings to u is real n it will nvr change,, Yg saia tkut slma ne ialah saia harus k'hlngn dea,, tpy saia rsa mgkin prkara tue tda lma akn b'laku jua. . & sia hrus bersedia mulai dri detik ini,, someone told me before,, jikalau anda benar2 sayang dgn seseorng tda sharusnya anda memiliknya, , ya benar,, tpy saia x rela.. saia x rela utk melepakn dea,, saia blm b'sedia krna perasaan saia t'hdp dea skrg smkin kuat, saia suda t'lanjur m'yayanginya & mencintainya. . I need you nw, i dnt want to say goodbye,, tpy firasat saia katakn yg kw tda lgy m'berikn saia peluang & harapan,, dgn gya kw t'hdp saia skrg maybe bgtue lr. . dea tda m'gucapkn slmt ary ulng taun pda saia,, & ne mmg sngt m'yakitkn.. tpy saia hrus tabah,, saia tpksa utk b'fkrn positif.. Mgkin ne lr petunjuknya,, bhwa saia hrus m'lepasknnya biarpn ia akn m'ningglkn kesan2 yg pedih,, mmg sukar utk saia m'lupkn moment kta,, smuanya t'lalu b'harga bwt saia.. Kata2 orng & janji2 zmn skrg tda lgy blh d'pakai,, kerna biarpn b'tapa manisnya ayat2 mereka sblm ne pda kta tpy pda akhirnya ia cma janji2 kosong shja,, saia tda akn b'fkrn smua ayat dea hnya omong kosong,, he's like my life,, he's the one who cn light up my world when im down.. msti kputusn yg dea bwt adalh bwt k'baikn saia & jua k'baikn hubngn me & dea. . so saia phm,,, i do understand.. but one thing for sure,, i love you forever & i will always remember what u told me,, please dnt ever change,, I really do love you ~ Having u is enough to make me happy & im glad tht ive been given chances to be with you.. im bless.. thank you for everything,, i'll cherish our every moment,, i'll definitely miss you bcuz a guy like u is hard to find & u're one in a million

Work hard~

Hey readers, 




How ar you my lovely readers?  lma uda saia tia update blog ne.. what to do, busy busy,, lgpwn internet saia rusakk ,, huhu but now ok da , bulih da men2 game ahaha !! well result already out, n smua2 pwn ok lr saia tguk, ada perkmbngan da. . mumy pwn sua proud just addmath ja lemah,, mo tgk my akaun g,, mudh mudhan dpt lulus,, Amen~ Saia harus usahakn lgy & harus lbh fokus tyme ckgu mengajar. . Gud luck for meeee !!! hehe. . Ne minggu da ujian lisan g,, arap2 ckgu bgy markah kecian larr haha. . saia akn m'yampaikn sbuah syarahan yg b'tajuk '"amalan hidup sihat " ,, hehe ,, saia sdg b'diet so saia pilih ne tajuk hohoo ~ mengarutt eh. .
Well, like always i'm goin' to say tht i miss him sooo much !! Biarpwn sua jmpa dea tdy tpy kjp ja sua rindu. . biarpwn 1 minit ja sua saia rindu ma dea. . huu~ saia tguk sjk akhir2 ne dea busy sngt2 lr,, dnt worry huby, hney pham,, skrng susa da mo jmpa2 dea coz dea buzy , saia pwn busy jua. . byk aktiviti2 dea, lau saia keja asyik cari cikgu ja,, cari keja sbb tlmpau rjin kn mo tulunk2 ckgu,, saia anak murid yg baek haha,, sndri puji sndri ne ~ :P Biarpwn saia busy mcm mna pwn , dea jua yg saia pkir2 kn. . saia pkir mo jmpa dea, cer2 kjp but tkut pla nty ganggu kn, so i let it be je ~ Saia tramat rindu dgn pelukkn dea, i want to hug him tightly ~ skrg jrg da saia ble jln2 ma dea,, huhuh! I miss our moment lr huby. . hny syggggggggg sngt ma huby. . huby mo tw , word cnt describe hw much i miss you,, hney akn sntiasa doakn huby spya sntiasa siht2 n hapy2 beside u family ~ dnt forgt me k, i LOVE you forever & always hubby !! muahhxx !!

Cinta ? Love ?

Apa tu cinta ? Banyak yang tertanya tanya kn. . This is what i know about love ~ 

Cinta merupakan anugerah yang tak ternilai harganya dan itu di berikan kepada makhluk yang paling sempurna iaitu manusia. 

Cinta tidak dapat diucapkan dengan kata-kata, tidak dapat dideskripsikan dengan bahasa apa pun. Cinta hanya dapat dibaca dengan bahasa cinta dan juga dengan perasaan. 

Cinta kita dapat belajar untuk menghargai sesama, serta berusaha untuk melindungi orang yang kita cintai, apa pun yang akan terjadi pada kita. 

Saat kamu sudah menemukan seseorang yang begitu berharga buat kamu, jangan pernah lepaskan dia! Namun adakalanya cinta begitu menyakitkan, dan satu-satunya jalan untuk menunjukkan cintamu hanyalah merlekan dia pergi. 

Bila cinta kita tak terbalas, kita akan merasa bahwa kita adalah orang paling malang dan kita akan kehilangan gairah hidup. 

Cinta itu penuh pengorbanan, kepahitan, keindahan dan kehangatan. 

Cinta….  Sesuatu yang murni, putih, tulus dan suci

Cinta itu bukanlah bagaimana kita dapat mencintai, menyayangi dan menerima dengan sempurna.. Tetapi cinta itu adalah bagaimana kita dapat menerima yang tidak sempurna itu & membuatkannya sempurna di mata kita. .

Jika kita mencintai seseorang, kita pasti akan mendoakannya ..

Cintailah dia atas dasar siapa dia sekarang & bukan dia sebelumnya ..

Bercinta sememangnya senang, dicintai juga senang. . Tetapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kita cintai itu sememangnya sukar untuk diperoleh.

Menghargailah apa yang ada pada diri kita sekarang.. Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika anda masih ingin mencuba.

Jangan sesekali menyerah, jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih menyayangi & masih tidak dapat melupakannya.

When you are truly in love, you will know it. 

Remember, life is what you make of it and if you make it good then you will get the most out of your time 

Sad Pass Memory ~

Evening All Bloggies,

Burinkx lar, cuaca pnas g,, Tdy p jln2 mkn angin,, best gilerrr dpt mkn ais cream lgy!!! tpy malangnya kaki saia t'kna serpihan kca. . sakit sua kaki saia skrg huhu~ D'ktwa lgy olh kazen. .  tukar topikkkk ~ Hmmmm,,, Tyme2 ne lar apa2 pwn jdy,, Yg pelik tetiba ja sad2 memory pass by. . Lgy2 sia bca my journal, so sadddd, , saia pkir mo buang/bakar but too many memory pla sia w/ the book,, Me share2 lu w/ readers,, although it's kinda chessy but do respect it,,//

Can't stop thinkin' bout you

I'm takin the first step & I fail to keep you outta my mind
I tryna be strong but i'm falling again
I realize this is what they call love
I remember the first time we meet
We're having a good time but in the end, heartbroken
I can't even hear my heart beating
If i have to choose i rather let you go then watching you suffer
You broke all your promises & not knowin' it
I regret knowing you
The broken pieces in my heart can't be fix again
I wish I could turn back the time where we meet & undo it
But one thing for sure
I would sacrifice anything just to make you happy
Coz the smile of yours is enough to light up my world ~


Originally made by :                                                 

2011 memo

 

Afternoon Bloggies ,


Hw ar you my readers ?  It's a hot hot day. . pheww. . Just finish eating my ice-cream yum2. . Next milkshake !!!! yummyyyy ~ 
Sure is boring here. . Nothing to do. . Well now i'm starting to miss him, i wonder wat he's doin' now~ I wonder if he knows tht i'm really missing him & want to hug him so badly . . I Miss Everything About Him ~ His smile, his voice, his laugh, his hug, his touch, his lips, his everything !! huuu ~ I miss our moment together ~ Do Keep In touch  . . 

Miss Himmmmm ~

Boring Time, Crazy Crazy Snap Snap !!

Peace, Peace ~   Ave a nice day !!!   

Holidayyy !! I Miss You ~

Hey Bloggers, 




Finally the end of exam !!!!! Hooliidayyyyyyyyy !!!! Pnyalar men best, kazen bwa p KL genk !! woohhoooo !!! but msalanya sia mcm mlas pla mo p KL coz ada tuisyen lgy trus i x snggup mo tnggalkn my cat.. huu ~ xpa lr. . len kly lgy , ada peluang jua. . Dpt sua saia relakxx ne. .  I Miss my hubby soooo muchhh !!! Sua lr cuti nda dpt jmpa dea. . Tgklar lau sia jmpa dea sia pelukk dy kuatx2 !!! ahax. . I Love youuu Forever & Always Hubby !!!!!!! Muaahhhxxxxxxxxxxxx !!!!! xoxo !!! :P Huby jn lupa ma hney k ~ Hby tw hny mkin hari mkin b'tmbh hny sygggg ma hby. . saia pengen bngt b'sma dea tuk slmanya . . mmg saia tkut k'ilngn dea. . huu ~ Mudh mudhn dpt kekal ma dea. . . Dea adalar segalanya bwt saia ~ :) 
Jiwang tul oe ahahaha !!! peace . . 

My Love ~

Slamat Malam Bloggies, 



Saia mo jadi kelawar lar ne mlam hehe. . Nty suk p skula mata panda !! haha !! Nty tdur lgy d klaz Xp Now me wnt to share2 stury lar. . 
Let see ~ ohya hbugan saia ma huby saia sua smpai 4 bulan lbh pla. . time sure fly without us notice. . waaa, lma da tue. . so happy dpt kekal dgn huby saia ne. . I really love you my Charming Romeo ~ hehe. . ne lr nma yg saia bgy huby saia. . Huby ku t'lalu charming bha jdy kc nma romeo spya romantis ckit ~ juliet cyggg sngt2 sma romeo !!! Arap dy tw b'tapa cyggnya saia sma dea. . saia tkut btul k'hilangn dea ne. . huu ~ Saia cygg ssngt sma dea kerna dea lr satu2nya dpt bwt saia t'senyum, gembira. .
Pda akhir2 ne, kmi cbuk ja teda msa pwn untk jmpa or b'sembng. . Saia rsa k'hilngn dea pla, tpy saia paam sbb byk yg dea perlu catch up cnth his hmwrk sbb dea byk k'tinggaln da. . lgpwn mo ujian setara daa, pasty dea buzy. .  Don't worry k b , i understand ur situation now. . Perasaan saia sma b ttp sma & tda akn brubh ( ILOVEYOUTILDEATH!! )
Slama saia sma b kn, saia sngt happyyyyyy !!! First tyme lr ne saia couple plng bhagia ~ Biarpwn kdng m'yakitkn aty coz tda kna lyan mcm t'gntung ja tpy i still happy to hv you ~ Lau ble saia mo peluk dea kuat2 !! biar dea tw btapa rindunya saia ngn dea. . Tyme saia headache, x pyh da saia mkn panadol haha . . coz he is all i need. . B saia ne mcm ubat ja haha!! Rinduuu btul saia dgn suara dea d fon, n yg pling saia rndu ialah stury2 dea. . hehe..  I Miss our moment together ~ & I will always remember n cherish our every sweet moment . . Forever ~


Smpai sni ja tuk ary ne. . Thanks for dropping by. . peace~

Keep holding on

cause you know we’ll make it through. 

Just stay strong 

cause you know I’m here for you.

Hey Afternoon bloggers,

huuu, batuk2 pla saia. . cough** Saia sngt2 rindu akn dea. . wat am i ? A statue ? A wind ? i guess a pole. . i might not even exist. . ne yg saia sdng pkir. . mcm saia tda wujud ja oe. . mcm teda2. . ma kasih ja lr. . not in mood now. . chow

Good Evening my dear bloggers,

Mo update blog ne, , Tetiba Bad Mood pla saia. . huu. . knpa ar ? Sngt2 penat ary ne sbb tnggu cikgu d skula smpai lr dkt2 mo petang . . Mo interview wa ~ Penat gilerr, sua lar cuaca makin pnas !! Haizxx ! Nda tenang aty saia ne, asyik badmood. . adeiii ~ Tpy nda pa , sia ne urnknya penyabar bha. . hehe. . Best pla saia tgk lakonan d dwn gereja, x jua sia2 saia p skula. . mmg lr best tgk2 urnk2 drama ne b'lakon, so touching. . Bulih2 kc ilang badmood oe. . haha. . Tda s'harusnya saia pkir2 pkra ne lgy coz x lma mo ujian setara dha. . huu ~ arap2 lr dpt focus,, saia nda mo lgy mcm last year time PMR . . nda snggup mo ulangi sejarah tue. . 


Tukar topik lr haha. . tkut pla cap2 psal exam ne . . Hmmm,, Pelikk lar prangai dy ma saia, , saia m'punyai firasat yg saia ne tda prnah d'hargai pla olh. . huhu. . Knpa lr firasat saia ne tda tntu. . skit aty geng. . b'kecai-kecai da neee... uhuhu. . Tpy kta sbgai manusia harus sabar . . urng yg sabar d'sayangi Tuhan tw, tht's wat my mom use to tel me. .  Ini mgkin hnya cobaan bwt saia. . Yg pntng saia paam situasinya n saia tda mo tmbhkn bebannya lgy. . Kerna saia hanya m'yayanginya & hanya mencintainya as long as i live. . hehe. . Jiwang eh ~ But still i don't want to think much. . Byk sua kwn saia yg bgy advice . . Hnya tnggu saia utk bwt the keputusn. . hmm. . K'putsn saia ialah saia akn lbh m'yayanginya & lbh memahaminya. . Saia ttp akn smpan janji2 saia t'hdp dy coz saia suda t'lanjur m'yayanginya . Kta harus mencintai seseorng tue dgn ikhlas, tulus & jujur. . Hargainya & jgn m'hampakannya. . Kta harus m'mahami kelebihn & kekurngn pasangan kita. . Dlm pa2 situasi pwn kta harus prcya dgn pasangan kta biarpwn kta xtw s'bnarnya ia bnar@tda. . Dgn ini hbngn kalian akn kekal . . Ne lr pengajaran ary ne. . 

Gud Morning Bloggers, 

Apa khabar ? I Miss Eu All Lar. . hee~ Busy sua saia , byk hmwrk ne . . huu~ Tpy sja je mo update blog saia. I Miss Lar every moment sia dgn cuyunk saia. . huu. . Miss Him~ <3 love ue bebeh haha. . mengarut je.. peace ya'll. .




 

Selamat Petang semua , ary ne saia sngt2 burink lar ~ Pelikk ne rmai kwn2 saia dgr lagu2 jiwang smpai2 saia pwn t'ikut2 :p best pula kn, kunu lar . . ok now mo share2 stury g ngn teman2 sia d blog ne hehe. . This is made originally bye ME ~

My hearts hurts, I feel lonely now, alone, heartbroken but there's no one here for me not even him~ I wonder if we ever meant to be together. I do love him i really do, I never ever wanted to let him go or fall to someone's hand. I get jealous really easily. I shouldn't be controlling him. I needed him. Finally i realize that i really loves him, he's my world ~ He is everything to me. I just have to stay strong. 

Jiwang abiz eh haha. . ewwww~  well do respect it cuz this kinda thing comes naturally . It's normal wa haha. Sia saja je mo tulis tue coz burink ~ hehe peace :D

Hey Hey Bloggers , pa khabar ? baek2 je kn semua. . hee ~ Akhirnya dpt jua saia update blog ne. . Well busy w/ hmwrk kn. . gilerr b'tmbun eh ! Ok now saia akn share my story lgy haha. . Me wanna write smething tht i wrote on my little book aka my diary . . & this is made originally by ME ~

It doesn't hurt at all not even a bit.
I've crossed out all the words.
And you can pick up all the pieces that you left behind
You don't even spin around in my head, it's like you never existed
It feels so good to finally be free
It felt so great w/out you in my life
There's no time to regret, no more looking back
Every step i take is getting better
W/out your friends by your side, you start to show your weakness
You better wise up cause you still got a lot to learn .

Do respect it . This is the real me, my inner self . . peace ~

Hey bloggers,

3rd day of chinese new year. Just staying at home eat2 haha~ Just now i was tidying my room then i found my small book where i wrote what i feel in it. Happy nor sad moment. It remind me so much, there's pain, heartbroken, betray n so on. Never thought i could find that book again. Full of sad memory. Well now i'm goin' to share one of my story in my book w/ you all. It's a bit complicated n chessy but it's originally made by me . 

Watchin' you with someone else, It's like my heart is being stabbed.
You Never notice it.
 I'm laughing at you , I congrats you
But still , I'm hurt
The pain can't be heal, So you better go
Every time I kept a distance from you
You'll always find a way to get me and make things better/right
It's confusing
I don't now if i'm ready to lose you
You done a lot of nice thing to me and I won't forget it
I should really stay strong

This is one of my feelings that i wrote in my small book aka my daily life journal. Please do respect . I'll share more but this for now. Peace ~

 

Hola My Lovely Readers,

How are you ? I got a pile of homework tht need to be done . It won't be a fun CNY this year. Thanks to all the teachers who's kindly giving me homework on this wonderful holidays. I do appreciate it. Well i'll try to continuing update my blog. There's so much story tht i wanted to share wit u. Tapi nmpknya msa tda mengizinkan. well im going to give u all some tips '' Cara Untuk Mengawal Perasaan Cemburu '' yeah ! This is the topik for the day !!

1. Mengenalpasti- Anda harus m'genalpasti apakah punca yang membuatkan anda cemburu. Kemudian luangkan sedikit masa untuk menilai hubungan sebelumnya. Tanyakan kepada diri sendiri apa yang salah & apa yang benar. Barulah anda m'mikirkan sama ada anda perlu cemburu atau tidak. Perasaan cemburu amat penting dlm p'hubungan tetapi sekiranya ia tidak di kawal dengan baik, ia akan menyebabkan sesuatu hubungan itu akan terputus. Sebelum menunjukkan perasaan cemburu anda terhadap seseorang, anda perlu tahu adakah perasaan cemburu itu akn m'geratkan lgy sesuatu hubungan ataupun sebaliknya. Jangan d'sebabkan kesalahan lampau yg tlh d'lakukan pasangan m'pengaruhi perasaan cemburu anda.

2. Cuba memahami situasi- Anda tdk blh m'lihat sesuatu situasi itu dari pandangan pihak anda sahaja. Lihatlah situasi itu dari sudut pandangan luar.  Cuba utk menempatkan diri anda pd kedudukan pasangan anda dan memahami bagaimana dia melihat situasi itu.  Dan ini akan mengelakkan anda daripada berada dalam situasi yang sukar serta dapat membantu untuk membuat keputusan yang sewajarnya.

3. Perbincangan- P'bincangan adalah cara terbaik untuk mengawal perasaan cemburu. Pasangan dinasihat untuk menetapkan had komunikasi antara satu sama lain. Ini akan dapat membantu pasangan anda untuk mengetahui batas-batas pergaulan dengan pihak lain dan dapat mengelakkan anda daripada berperasaan cemburu. Dengan cara itu, ketika salah seorang daripada anda melanggar peraturan, ada alasan untuk anda berasa cemburu. Hujah anda boleh berdasarkan realiti dan bukannya imaginasi.

4. Berfikiran positif- Sekiranya s'seorang itu sentiasa b'fikiran positif, masalah perasaan cemburu itu dapat di atasi. Tetapi pasangan haruslah untuk tidak mempergunakan kepercayaan yang anda telah berikan. Sekiranya sekali kepercayaan itu telah disalahguna, kemungkinan perasaan cemburu itu akan menjadi semakin tebal di dalam diri seseorang. Lebih teruk lagi jika sedikit kepercayaan pun tidak diletakkan terhadap pasangan. Gunakanlah kepercayaan yang diberikan dengan sebaik mungkin dan ini secara tidak langsung akan dapat mengawal perasaan cemburu anda.

5. Fokus- Anda sepatutnya lebih fokus untuk memikirkan mengenai realiti sesuatu situasi itu berbanding daripada memikirkan pelbagai andaian yang bermain-main di fikiran anda. Ketika cemburu menguasai fikiran, kebiasaannya pelbagai imaginasi negatif akan terlintas di fikiran seseorang. Anda dinasihatkan untuk bertenang dan melihat sesuatu situasi itu berdasarkan fakta dan bukannya perasaan. Adakah sesuatu situasi itu benar-benar berlaku atau hanya imaginasi anda sahaja??  Hanya fokus dapat membantu anda daripada terus membuat pelbagai andaian.

Perasaan cemburu ne adalah normal. Semua orng prnh m'hadapinya tda kira soal k'hidupan ataupun sebagainya. Harap dengan petua yg saya beri ini dapat membantu anda, sekian ~ :)
Peace ~
  

Hola Readers,


Lama uda tia update blog sia. haha. Sibuk ja kn bbrpa ary ne. Hmewrk b'timbun da.huhu. So hw ar you? Let me guess, exhausted right ? Hmm, for me yea. Tired Of School & the homework. There're like mountains !! Ugh~ How Frustrated especially account. Ohya, sia ambi aliran akaun dn byk yg mo d'kira2 huhu~ Gila lar hidup form 4 ne , pkir abiz PMR dpt hneymoon tw2 lgy strezz eh ! Suda lar hmework nda smpt bwt siap mo awal bgun p skula g. adei ~ Tpy siok jua lar p skula nda jua boring tiap2 ary dgr ckgu m'bebel. Dpt jmpa pren2 n cyunk sia. ahaha. Bha mo byk blajar da sia ne, mo rjin2 hehe ~ azam bwu wa. Mo jrg2 surf internet da. haha.
Ada cer yg sia mo share ne. Anu there's something tht my friend told me a week ago & it's still on my mind , dnt know why i kept thinking it. Ugh ! Can't share the whole story though but it's about, all this time i've just been used. What does tht mean ? Well pasti anda x paam. Tpy pkir2 mcm btul jua coz last year sia hnya d'pergunakn utk k'baikn s'stgh urnk. Stlah m'getahuinya , ia sngt m'yakitkn. Mereka cma m'anggap sia sbgai alat mereka je. M'yesal sia time tue, but itu uda slasai & sia tia mo ulang bnda yg sma g tuk tis year~ huhu. Sedih..
Tiba2 ne ungkit2 blik. haha. bha lupakn ja lar mc byk g yg sia mo pkir2 kn cntohnya next week mo p tuisyen da. Nda ble men2 d uma da. Time to study hard n get good gred yeah !!! haha . Peace Y'all !!

Holla Reades ~

 Happy New Year ! Hope u & ur family always happy & always healthy . & Hope this year will be a great year ~ May God Bless You All. 2012 be a much better Year !!! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR BLOGGERS !!!!!